This is What I Think

I think life is short. I think I am not sure what I want to do with mine. I think I want to finish my Ph.D. I think that I would love to just love people for a living. I think I am having a dry spot with God. I think Jesus and I are on the fritz right now. You know, a bad spot in our relationship. I think I am so in love with Jesus that I don’t get our relationship anymore. I think I am so far from Jesus that I don’t get our relationship anymore. I think the last dance number at the Mark was amazing, what I remember of it anyway. I think I am just having bad spots right and left in relationships. I think I am tired. I think I am in too deep in too many things. I think I want to eat sushi and go canoe camping. I think I want to have the whole summer off next summer. I think I want to float down a river with no agenda for at least a week. I think I want to go clear to Lake Huron this time. I think I want to learn new things.I think I want to walk away from education. I think I want to get pissed (in the British sense). I think I want to smoke whole packs of cloves. I think I want to dance naked in the street because I am full of joy. I think I don’t how I can be full of joy but incredibly blah at the same time. I think I am blessed. I think I am cursed. I think.